God, trying to forget someone which is really special to you is really really really really hard. Is like you’ll go crazy at times and things will start to hit your mind when you totally wanna forget bout it. Is strange that i still pray for that person. Is really hard. Well theres no way of turning back anymore. You can’t force people to like you when they don’t. So just gotta go try my very best and move on. Well i guess life really do sucks at times….
Here we are
You tell me I’m the only one
Who makes you feel love again
There you go
I see you watching him
When you don’t think I know
Should I let you go?
So who’s it gonna be
Is it him or me?
Who do you love?
Who do you need?
You’re messing up my mind
Wastin’ all my time
Who do you love?
What do you feel?
Stop playin with my heart
You’re tearin me apart
Am I the one
who can make you fly up above
Is it me who can take you higher
than you’re dreaming of
Now who do you love?
Who do you love?
Turn around
Do you really think you could
You’ll play me like a fool
For you
Then I realize
When you touch me it’s like nothing I have known
Could I let you go
So who’s it gonna be
Is it him or me?
Hope i can have the answer….
Shit ! Time really flies, one blink of an eye is already end of august and there goes my one month holiday gone just like that ! Starting college on monday and the new timetable is HETIC ! Nyway haven’t even enjoy my holiday to the fullest yet, still lack of foosball ^ ^ Played last night till 12 something. LORDS OF DOGTOWN IS OUT MUST GO AND WATCH IT BEFORE COLLEGE STARTS ! Saw the trailer is a wicked show all about surfers and how they become skaters and take on the world ! PPL OUT THERE GO CATCH THAT MOVIE ! Just woke up so am kinda blur now. Gonna go get some stuff done for the day. CIAO PEEPS !
Wat a boring day today ! Skip class and stayed at home to catch up with my sleep ! Slept till 12 farking wasting my day…. Got up had breakfast and start reading the papers and after that i was dead BORED nothing to do at home at all ! Was staring at this picture of my "Stranger" friend for ages! Then watch some shows that i downloaded (Max and Paddy and Viva La Bam) 3.40pm fetch my friend to tuition then head back to my old school to play softball. Was coaching the under 15 kids, those guys are really pain in the arse but at the end u will actually find them quite fun to mess with ^ ^ Left for home around 7 and do the usual at home stuff…. And now i’m stranded here infront of the PC typing this thing which i dun even know why the hell am i doing it for or who the hell gonna read my blog at all ! Jin Li u really really really can get me addicted to watever your doing huh…. Nyway tomorrow gonna a headache day with classes on from 8 till 2.30 with a boring old man teaching me maths ! Wish me goodluck on going through my day tomorrow! Wat a day huh??????
